Nightmares – Shared Story #3

Nightmares – How can you win a fight while you are sleeping?

Nightmares or Jesus

I used to have nightmares. I had them when I was a kid. I had them when I was pregnant with my children. I actually had started having daytime nightmares after my children were born. I would have nightmares while I was awake…you know just envisioning horrible things like you would in a nightmare, except I was awake.  I thought I was losing my mind, at one point, because it was getting completely out of control.

When I was around the age of 6, my parents divorced and my two brothers and I lived with our mother.  We saw our father sporadically over the years but he wasn’t an active part in our lives.  I said all of that to say this – my mother was the one person in the world that I counted on to always be there.  So, I started having nightmares around the age of 10 or 11 and the recurring theme was about her getting injured or killed.  It was car wrecks, house fires, or something equally as traumatic, night after night.  I would wake up and go to her room and ask to sleep with her.  Most of the time she said yes, thank the Lord!  Anyway, I don’t recall when those dreams stopped haunting me but I do remember how terrible they were.

Throughout my teenage years and up until I married at the age of 27, I would still have bad dreams but it wasn’t an every night occurrence.  After I found out that I was pregnant with my daughter, I started having nightmares again, on a regular basis.  I think I was trying to mentally prepare for protecting my baby and the fear and anxiety would manifest in my dreams.  My two children are about 1 and ½ years apart in age so these years were fairly rough on me as a new mommy.  Add in the fact that you don’t get much sleep anyway when you have a newborn…. And you can see my predicament.  When my son was born, he was pre-mature by about 8 weeks.  Even though he was early, he was fine and we brought him home 2 days later.  He slept until it was about time for his original due date and then he started crying and didn’t stop belly-aching until he was almost 8 months old.  I was sleep-deprived and my husband was exhausted, too.  We didn’t have anyone who stepped in to help.  I remember just crying all the time and being in a kind of zombie state.  That’s when I started having the “daymares”, as I called them.  I would be awake and start thinking about horrible things happening to my kids.  My mind was running away on me.  I look back and just wonder how in the world we made it through it.  (It’s at these times that I know that the Lord was carrying us!)

My husband and I have been in church since a few months after we were married.  I am not sure when I heard the Scripture verse that says, “Get thee behind me Satan”.  I do know this, however, that verse was my stronghold for years.  I found out that Satan has no choice but to flee at the command of Jesus.  No, I am not Jesus but his Spirit lives within me and I have authority in HIS name.  So, I began calling on Jesus and rebuking Satan, as often as I needed to do it.  Yes, I felt absolutely silly doing this at first but I was battling a spiritual battle and I needed any help I could get.  I was living in fear of losing my mind and I was losing the battle for my marriage and my children.  Everything was in shambles and my enemy was winning and I had nowhere to turn.  So, I turned to Jesus and he received me with open arms.  That’s when the intimate relationship began with me and my Lord.  He loved me.  He lifted me out of the miry clay that I was drowning in, cleaned me up, and he loved me.

So…back to the nightmares!  When I was awake, I had learned how to be an overcomer.  All I had to do was call on Jesus and he took care of those “crazy” daytime nightmares!  It was nice to know that I didn’t have to suffer with that anymore.

Now, what do I do about the attacks of the enemy when I am sleeping?

I decided that if it worked when I was awake, I would try it when I was sleeping.  When I would lie down to go to sleep at night, I would talk to Jesus as I was drifting off to sleep.  At first, I was begging him to help me sleep.  Then, I actually learned how to do the same thing while I was sleeping as I did when I was awake.  In my dreams, I would start screaming JESUS!  There is no way to tell you how many times I have awoken myself and my husband trying to get the words out.  It was like the enemy had his hands around my throat choking me to keep the word “Jesus” from coming out of my mouth.  The longer I applied this in my sleep, the easier it got.  I have screamed myself awake calling on his name and that’s just fine with me.  You should see this smile on my face, as I remember how my friend Jesus rescued me from the enemy, even in my sleep!

It’s been about 8-10 years now since we won this battle!  I have been nightmare-free and daymare-free!  No more anxiety attacks or “sleep-apnea” attacks when I couldn’t breathe.  Call it what you will, but I know what happened.  It may sound silly to someone on the outside looking in but if you have never suffered in this way, you don’t know the extremes that you will go to just to get some peaceful rest.  I know where my help comes from.

I hope that you will share this with anyone you know that suffers with nightmares, especially children.  Please teach them when they are young so that they don’t have to deal with nightmares alone!

Blessings and Sweet Dreams,

Michelle  

You Will Face Opposition

Are You Prepared?

You will face opposition so…  Are You Prepared?

I want you to be ready once you have set your mind to the task at hand.  No matter how big or how small your task is, once you make a proclamation or decree that you will do something, HERE IT COMES!

THERE’S OPPOSITION AND ADVERSITY ON EVERY SIDE!

NOW WHAT?

Here’s the thing to ask yourself, “Am I going to believe what God says about me or am I going to listen to the enemy who wants to destroy me?”  That battle has already been won when Jesus took your place on the cross.  Every lie, every doubt, every shame, that Satan wants to bring against you to tell you that you can’t do it…it’s ALL been taken care of already.

Now, listen to me here.  My whole point in telling you this is so that you can be equipped to go forth and conquer.  I know that the language I use may sound “foreign” to you but I want to teach you to USE the principles of the WORD of God and APPLY them to your life.  I want you to understand that the problems you face, as a child of the KING, are not your battles to fight and you already have the victory.

Every person, place or thing that tries to put a roadblock in your path once you have decided to move forward…all the opposition that comes against you.. it’s all SPIRITUAL WARFARE!  However, you have no need to be afraid.  That slimy devil is a liar and he has no power over you.  He is defeated, beaten, and out of the fight.

If you know that the KING OF KINGS has your back and that Satan has no power over you, I promise it will change the way you look at everything. When the opposition raises up, just recognize it for what it is.  It really is not about you!

I get discouraged sometimes and this is the way that I get back up.  I speak out of my mouth so that I hear it and every power and principality and ruler in dark places hears it.  If you are a born again, child of the King, do what I do!  Jesus said to do this, by the way.

I rebuke you Satan, in the mighty name of Jesus!  You have no power over me and I will not fear you or any of your stupid tricks.  Get away from me, and take all your filthy, stinking, lying buddies with you, In Jesus’ name!

It will feel a little awkward to you, in the beginning, but it works.  If you are completely encompassed about on every side with opposition, do this. Picture yourself standing in the middle of it all with a sword in your hand.  Now, extend that sword and spin around in a circle, clearing the space around you.

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That’s YOUR space now! (Jesus is just smiling and so proud of you at this point!)  Those words that you just spoke when you rebuked Satan, that’s Jesus!  He IS that WORD, and He is that SWORD!

I love you and I want you to live in victory!  Go forth and conquer.  You are an overcomer and nothing is impossible to you.

May the PEACE OF GOD reign in your life today and always,

Michelle